Nihilist flies

Erin: I know the fly that landed in my tea, which I then had in my mouth before going what no no nooooo and spitting it out, had a worst time than me. Because he's dead now. But I still feel like I am the wronged party here. Why? I never died in his beverage.
Thief: XD
Thief: Because it's better to die than live to SUFFER
Erin: omg why is that fly a nihilist
Erin: why does my kitchen has nihilist flies
Erin: is there a special spray for that?
Thief: Probably, but it's likely toxic to cats.